i’m in here, can anybody see me?

The way we affect and are affected by each other is very interesting to me. I find myself in a constant dialogue with peers trying to gain insight into how they perceive something. Sometimes I’m intrigued to know how they are relating to what I’m actively saying. I can be discussing nothing of any importance and still feel the urge to inquire as to how my thoughts are being received. It often has a semblance of complete misinterpretation and I am left feeling un-interestingly introverted and often times fervently vulnerable.