the endings

The endings can be good but yet so very harsh.  I was glad to be there for her last moments, to watch her as she transitioned from a miserable existence to peaceful sleep.  I will remember her and miss her always.  Life is too short. Too damned short.


4:30 01.21.2015

This is the date and time I have to say goodbye to one of the best friends I’ve had for the past seventeen years.  How do you do that?  It’s so hard that I try not to think about it and remind myself of how she’s suffering so.  I didn’t really feel like eating today but ordered a cheeseburger so that we could split it.  Life can be so hard to deal with sometimes.  I hope she goes on to a better place where dog bones are abundant and she’s pain and care free.  I’m going to miss her so much. I’m going to love her always.  Goodbye Shea Shea.  Fly home to the angels.


thinking my place might not be where i am now.  considering a move.  tired of the same story, the same ending.  thinking still… we shall see.